Medication and Weight Gain: I had finally done it, I lost 70 pounds and looked great (if I may say so). I felt vindicated and wanted to confront a high school classmate who, years ago, called me a “Hog” when I was sitting down to eat my lunch. Now, I felt like a prize fighter and was able to wear clothes that fit me instead of “hid” me.
Years later, my Bipolar and OCD switched on, necessitating the prescribing of medication. Unfortunately, I gained some of the weight back. I was heartbroken. I did not want to welcome back my stretchy pants. I was conflicted because I had to weigh (pun intended) the pros and cons of being on the medication. |
I felt great while being on the meds. I began thinking more and more about the weight gain. I took myself off the medication (after consulting with my doctor – a must before adjusting any medication). My doctor and I reached an agreement that I would get back on the medication if symptoms returned.
I felt great while being on the meds. I began thinking more and more about the weight gain. I took myself off the medication (after consulting with my doctor – a must before adjusting any medication). My doctor and I reached an agreement that I would get back on the medication if symptoms returned.
Sadly, I was living in my personal hell once again. I was schooled. I learned quickly that there was a need to be on the medication. I resumed taking it. Of course, I felt great once again. But I also felt my pants button prepare to launch and shatter a window.
I have no doubt that there are those of you struggling with the same thoughts – look thinner at the price of your mental wellbeing, or feel better mentally at the price of a few inches on the waistline. I can only speak for myself. I would rather wear a size larger than endure the mental pain and its affects on those closest to me.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and it’s not a loaded pizza. I have been able to lose some of the weight and manage it. There is a happy medium. I achieved this by:
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Here’s to a balanced and healthy life. ~Ted